Appearance; Is that so Important??

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

What matters is the heart, apperance does not matter.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENNYYY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! :DD

Today's my dear cuzzy, kenn's birthday. I prefer to call him kenny, bug bunny though. xDD May all ur wishes come true ya? Oh n, last long with her!!! ;DD
Hahas... I'm so bored at home, so i came to post again. My fever has more or less gone, but i still my cough. >.<" Was showering jus now, & then i began to tink abt chocs, milk choc, dark choc, then i suddenly felt uber dizzy. Was ban frm eating too much of them since i went for facial, as some of u noe, & i'm totally banned frm it now cos i'm sick. Haix.... Was tinkin of getting a suppeeerrr big choc cake to schl to celebrate my birthday wif my frends de lor.. But, stupid things always happen to me. Sry everybody.... & sry to myself. T.T Cassie mei sms-ed me in the afternoon, & promised to celebrate wif me aft i got btr. Thx yea, but see first luhs. Hahas. As i said, my "chinese" birthday not over yet, so still haf chance to celebrate. -^^-

I'm so bored at home tat i finished reading Twilight in 3 days. x.x quite nice luhs. hahas. xDD sms-ing all day oso, cos thrs really nth to do. Well, not really nth to do, i haf my hmk. But i dun feel like doing, seriously. I noe being sick is sort of an excuse, but i really want a break frm everything. But i will try to do everything by this wkend luhs. Hmm... Speaking abt hmk, ruch haven't send my hmk to me today. xDD nvm, will ask him tml. Mayb hes busy. xP

Hmm... nth really much to tok abt liao. Gonna post the lyrics for nobody (english version) for him, to let him noe smth. ;p

Nobody(English Version)
You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

The lyrics sound alot like
wat u tried to do isnt it?
Tats the reason y i posted it,
to tell you,
tat i only nid u,
only u.

Labels: Never Let Me Go.... Again

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

What matters is the heart, apperance does not matter.

Help!!! I'm so sian at home now..... Was having fever the last min on sun when i was going to cut birthday cake wif my cousin cos we celebrating in advance. I was coughing like crazy when i woke up on sun, but didnt really tot much abt it. Then at nite i suddenly felt tat my limbs r cold but my head is damn hot. Everytime my family celebrating birthday i oso sick de lor... My dad de birthday i diarrhoea, then my cousin & i celebrating birthday in advance i fever. =.="
The worse thing now is, i haf mc for 1 WK!!! Walao... I'm so gonna miss alot of lessons de can... x.x Then i heard tat jes oso 1 wk, then cassie & si min haf fever & so they went home during schl yest. Then today got 1 of my neightbour who is oso a junior of mine fever oso. Wth can... This wk is such a suay wk luhs...
Anyways, thx for ur concern everyone, & thx ruch for helping to bring my hmk to me everyday for this wk. -^^- was planning to celebrate my birthday in schl on thurs, but looks like its impossible. My mother tell me to go out & celebrate the next sat, since my "chinese" birthday havent over yet, so still can. But see first luhs, i dun wanna spread my disease to anyone. =x
My sickness really haf alot of effects luhs... Other than alot of tablets & syrup to take everyday, i oso haf bad breath sia. No matter hwo i rinse my mouth the breath is still thr. Can u imagine tat?!! My mother say cos my body inside too heaty le... Sianz. x.x Now whenever i nid to take medicine i always feel so sian & wanna vomit la, got sick of it. x.x frm no sore throat i eat the med for a day only then today got sore throat alr. Wth luhs... Then the syrup will make me drowsy, makin me unable to do my hmk. I almost lost my balance during shower, even stand up oso will not so balanced. x.x i tell ruch to bring bak my hmk oso not much use.... But i will try to do as much as i can la. Hope tat i can finish all of them by this wk.... =x Addicted to vampire bks currently, but i cant go to the library!! T.T But luckily my bro de gf bought Twilight, so i can read. xPP Can someone borrow vampire academy for me frm bpp library can pass me to it through ruch pls~~ I haf been waiting for the bk for so long. x.x The preson who borrowed it the due date is on 16 july, my birthday, so hopefully the person will return it either today or tml.
Tokin bout my birthday... Sry ppl, i cant celebrate my birthday in schl on thurs anymore... I'm quarantined at home for this wk. I felt sad & my heart sank when the doc said i am excused frm schl & nid to stay at home for this wk. Haix.. So sry ya? But thx for all ur concern anyways. Btw, i nid to clarify tat i dun haf h1n1!!! Its jus tat high fever & cough is 2 of the symptoms of h1n1, so dun b mistaken ok. xDD
Hmm... Tats all lor... Bbye peeps!! If got anything in schl sms me kays? see yall in 5 days time!! x.x

Labels: This sickness is taking its toll on me... T.T

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Sunday, July 05, 2009

What matters is the heart, apperance does not matter.

yoyoyo~~ Finally got time to use com le. xDD was busy this few days... chiong-ing my maths hmk, projects, reading bks (for bk review & got addicted. xP) & the carnival yest. The carnival yest was kinda fun, but damn tiring. We started wif no customers, power kept tripping, & some quarrels here & thr. Damn frustrated at first, then customers suddenly kept coming, & we kept taking the orders.
We finally cant take it liao, but some of the members keep on taking orders. Then a few customers mass ordered, & 1 of them unreasonably wans his order on the spot. =.=" then finally finished his order, then we still haf some others, so no break for us. Didn't eat since morn, but wasn't really hungry luhs. Cont doin, until like 5+. Our stall & 2F was the last to pack & go home. Desi mama, Elisha & I walked home together. Was like drunkards, laughing & walking unsteadily. Hahas.
Tml's Youth Day, holiday!!! yea!!! Goin to Mr Rahim's hus. Wonder wat will we do thr... Most probably slack ba. lolx. xDD Anyways, sry to all of u whom i screamed at yest, cos i was really pissed &, yea, my character. Cant help it. x.x I really wanna b like the song de lyrics i'm gonna type ltr below. Its translated by me ok!!! Cos i cant find the translated one... x.x Hope tat u all understand the song luhs.

想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
I want to sing on the trees bare-footed
你说的每个笑话我都笑了
i laughed at every of ur jokes
是你变幽默还是我变快乐
Was it tat u bcame more humorous or i bcame more optimistic
好久不见你说我大不相同
Long time no see & u said tat i changed alot
偷偷告诉你
Lemme tell u a secret
我的心去整型了　
My heart went for a "plastic surgery"　

不想对每件事都那么严格
Dun wanna b strict at everything
弄得全世界好像只剩挫折
which made the world look like its full of obstacles
爱一朵花不猜它能开多久
thrs no nid to guess how long will the flower live if u love it
放宽了心情
having a relax mood
把什么都变美了
makes everything pretty

Chorus:
想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
wants to sing in the trees bare-footed
好多事物全被缩小了
Alot of things are being minimised
心里不想放的
Those things tat doesn't want to rmb
就去了算了
Let it go, 4get it
让太阳把脸庞给晒得红彤彤　
Let my face b basked in the sun till its red

想要吹着口哨在树上唱歌
I want to whistle on the tree
要像开往远方的火车
I shld b like a train tat travelling a long way
可以那么轻快的穿过山洞
which can pass a through a tunnel easily
大树上还很空
The tree still has some space
你要不要陪我
Do u wanna acc me?

Then this whole lyrics repeats 1 more time.

Those who noe me will noe y i wanna b like this song luhs.... hahas. This song is included my playlist. I noe its chinese, but i tink can try to listen luhs. xDD If wan the pronounciation then tag me kays? =p Anyways, tats all le. Bbye!!

We got bak together

but dunno how long it will actually last

cos soon enuff

our relationship will bcome a long distance one.

But as far as possible,

lets works hard together

& make this a happy memory

for the bost of us yea?

ily, my sushi boy ♥

Labels: I really wanna b like tat song... hahas.

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Monday, June 29, 2009

What matters is the heart, apperance does not matter.

Halo all!!! Went bak to schl for the first day today. Was tired~~ Late for 15 mins summore. x.x y am i always lateeeee!!! x.x But didnt really miss anything. Lucky~~ =p Then went to get rdy. At 9++, finally the ppl came. Then keroppi told me tat Dominic oso came. Hahas. Didn't really noe him, but nvm. xDD
Anyways, aft tat went to slack for a while then went bak to class. Was slacking oso, hahas. Then aft recess was eng & sci. Eng was ok.... Then sci another sci cher came, cos ms zhou only teach bio & chem. x.x shes ok la... But only she lecture us until i wanna slp, summore 1st lesson nia. I wonder, for the rest of the yr howwwwww!!! Btr get some sweets on the days tat has sci, or else i can slp ar. =x
Finally trainin resumes tml. Yay!!! Hopefully can train for Singapore Open, cos i seriously dun wanna screw up for the last comp this yr. Haix.... x.x But tml oso cant train much, cos i nid go for facial at bpp. Went facial on sat, but the person say if infection (got pimples) then must go bak on tues then she help me squeeze & disinfect for free. LOL. The facial costs $98 la... She still gimme free. Mayb cos its infection due to i went thr to haf facial, so they have to b responsible for it. xDD Bought their products on sat oso.. Lucky got promotion. So everything including facial costs $240. =x Actually its quite ok lor... My 2 previous facial centre 1 of them facial alone costs $100+, then their equipment oso not gd de. On sat i even saw & use some of the equipments tat i nv seen b4 de, like using electricity, spray & some blue light to disinfect my face to avoid it frm swelling too bad. Haix... Shld haf gone thr much earlier la.... My frend advised me to go thr, but i didn't. My previous facial centres oso at bpp summore lor!!! Argh... Tokin bout it makes my blood boil. x.x
If some of u wanna go thr oso can ask me for the number. LOL. I like some promoter like tat. x.x Tats all luhs... Gtg le. Chao!! :DD

wat shld i do

to 4get u??

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Friday, June 19, 2009

What matters is the heart, apperance does not matter.

The luge-ers!! ♥♥♥

I'm sunburnt~~ Hahas. xDD Went sentosa wif Cassie, Siti, Shu Jing, Jun Jie & Ting Yew yest. I pulled Keroppi along, cos he was rotting at home. x.x Was late meeting Cassie, Siti, Shu Jing & keroppi, cos was deciding wat to wear, cos i've outgrown all my clothes. =x I decided to wear a short & shirt which is a set which i bought frm billabong, cos i damn long nv use le. x.x Sry all, I'm always late. T.T

Then planning to take the bus, but damn squeezy, cos its the peak hour. So we decide to take my fav LRT & MRT. xDD Then finally reached Vivo, went pet safari. Took a few pics of little hamsters & a rabbit. Uber cute larhs!!! -^^- Then aft tat loiter around... Finally i too hungry le, then we go eat first. x.x aft makan went to take monotrail. First time take, quite ok luhs. Then went luge-ing. 2nd time luge-ing & taking the skyride, damn fun luhs. The skyride was fun, but abit high. x.x Then Cassie was screaming abit. Tink she was screaming her troubles away ba... Hahas. I love the luge luhs!! The feeling of the wind blowing against my face, & being able to control the "kart". Hahas. Enjoyed it.

Then we went to siloso. Straight went into the water, cos the sand & weather was freaking hot. Played & played, then Keroppi didn't want to come down to water. So Shu Jing & I drag him down. LOL. :pp Shortly aft, a sharp sharp thing pricked his toe then he went up again. I oso drank quite abit of salt water when in sea cos was learning to swim. Was standing on a level of water whr it reached my neck thr, but then suddenly the wave came continuously. I almost drowned sia... Cos i cant scream as i was drinking the water. x.x I cant open my eyes, then my mind suddenly went blank, & i relaxed. My last image was they were abit further, then keroppi was swimming. Aft i dunno how long, i was pushed up. Then i took a deep breath, & i realized tat it was keroppi who pushed me up. Aft tat i walked to a more shallow water, then i no strength again. x.x Keroppi then dragged me up to shore again. Lolx. xDD

I rested, then didn't really wanna go in the sea liao. Jun Jie & keroppi then brought me in again. Didn't went tat far liao luhs, jus sat thr & sun tan abit. =pp aft tat Cassie & Siti wanna go palawan to meet w/classmates, then we tot quite near, so we walked thr. Freaking far la, then all of us were still wet, cos we only got a towel which is for us to dry ourselves aft shower. x.x was damn fked up when we reached, cos i was dizzy & my body was warm. Aft i threw my bag i quickly went into the water. Ahh~ Finally felt btr.

Siti, Jun Jie, Shu Jing & Cassie then swam to the shore opposite. Damn fast siaa!!! LOL. Then keroppi was sitting on shore again, cos he lazy go down. So we dragged him down again. xDD He say he so hard to b dried, so i immediately splash him wif water. Hahas. So evil rite? =p Then Cassie & Shu jing force me to learn swimming again, so i went into the deeper waters again. Keroppi was my float, but shortly aft he went under water then i oso. x.x This time i drank more water than the previous time, & i cant touch the ground. Palawan de floor de gradient is much more steep than siloso, so quite diff. Aft tat they dun wan me learn liao. Hahas. Then we play play in the shallow waters. Aft a while Siti accompany Shu Jing home, cos Shu Jing haf curfew & Siti wanna take bus. So Cassie, keroppi, pigkachu (Jun Jie) & i slacked in the sea. Hahas. Rosemarie joined us, & soon we went off oso cos Cassie was uber sunburnt & rose haf curfew.

Showered, & went to Vivo. Sent Rose off, & the 4 of us went Sushi Tei cos pigkachu wanna eat jap food. But the food thr was damn ex, & so we didn't order sushi, but order main course instead. x.x

Keroppi & pigkachu ordered ramen, Cassie ordered rice & i ordered udon. First time eat udon. Quite nice. Then went slack outdoors, & go pet safari. The dogs were damn cute, & we joked around thr again. xDD Then went home!!! Was quiet on the train, cos everyone was dead tired. x.x

Had loads of fun tat day luhs.... Thx for tat day everyone yea?? I've uploaded all the pics on facebook. Go thr & see ba. ♥ all of u loads!!! :DD

Finally,

I've learnt to keep the good memories

& dispose off the bad memories.

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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

What matters is the heart, apperance does not matter.

Halo all!!! Finally came to post. Lazy to post nowadays... Sometimes no mood to. Cried my heart out today... Now eyes damn sore luhs.. x.x Shooting tires me out luhs... But its the only thing tat i can excel in, & oso the thing tat im interested in. But so many obstacles & probs keep coming my way, both shooting & frends, & i dunno how to deal wif them la. So effing frustrated. Well, all im gonna say is i dun care anymore, cos the more i care, the more i feel its getting worse. Everything & everybody's changin, even i myself is. So... Yea... Let nature take its course lors. Ain't gonna tink so much. My brain not so big. LOL.
Hmm... Went out wif Desi mama on mon. Do the IPW design thingy. Met at lot 1 at first, but thrs nowhere to let her charge her lappy, so haf to go to causeway point aft eating pastamania at lot 1. I'm not goin to eat thr le lahs... x.x ate thr 2 times liao.
Reached causeway point, feel tat i was goin to meet some1 i noe thr, but lucky is not some1 tat i guessed. xDD Went to the 3rd floor of the library & found a powerpoint. Started chiong-ing & lala-ing until 6 then i went home aft partin wif desi mama at cck interchange.
Tml goin sentosa wif frends, but i cant find my camera charger!!! Argh!!! I nid it despearately can... Tml go luge & beach thr, then take alot alot pics. Then can take pics underwater(if i wan to). LOL But can't find luhs... Sadded. T.T Hmm... Gtg le. haven't shower since comin bak frm schl, then oso haven't pack for tml. =x Bbye peeps!!

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

What matters is the heart, apperance does not matter.

Yoyoyooooooo!!!!!!! xDD Finally came bak to post le!! Muahaha!!! :p Lots of things happened this wk luhs.. Hmm.. But i only can rmb the recent things. x.x
Firstly, Khai, Cassie mei, Desi mama , Qi Long & Wei Zhi went to Ukash daddy's condo thr to bowl. Was quite ok at first, then began getting 0s. =.=" Ukash's bro damn funny luhs. Keep helping ppl play. Ukash even made him a scapegoat. Evil him... =x Then bowl for 2 hrs went to causeway point w/o ukash & his bro.
When walking out of the MRT, saw dexter. Was damn pai seh can... I faster walk off la. Then mei keep sayin "eh, eh, dexter sia!!!" Then i was keep pushing them, like rushing some sheep like tat. LOL. xPP Went to find places to eat, then went to pastamania. The food is......... Not so nice. x.x Then we started going into shops which we wanna go in while searching for the toilet. xDD Went into a specs shop, was thinking of buying contacts, but i'm still hesitating, cos i got real dark eye rings... T.T Then Khai, Qi Long & Wei Zhi started getting bored, so they went home first. Perhaps Desi mama, mei & I were bcoming (window)shopaholics. xPP
Then went to mini bits. The thing were quite ex luhs, then we wanna buy a dunno-wat-its-called to hang our hp around our neck cos got 3 colours, then we can buy together, but then they cost $24+!! Then we decide to cruise around fr another design which is much cheaper. Then we bought 3 diff colour de for 3.90 each. I was like, woah!! The diff big sia... =xx Then the 3 diff design is checkered de, 1 is black & white, another is blue & red, then red & white. Desi mama chose the blue & red 1, then mei took the red & white 1. So i take the black & white 1 lors. My fav colours oso, so i like it luhs. :DD I hope desi mama & cassie mei like it too.
Then when we in toilet i suddenly haf an idea of taking neoprints, so we went to the arcade. Tats the most fun & in the most hurry de can.. cos got time 1 lar! x.x Then the pics were damn nice can... My first time taking pics wif fanciful posts. =pp My printer now no scanner le, so haf to find a way to get it into the com, then can upload. Mine still wif desi mama, cos i cant cut things straightly. x.x Looking forward to getting it bak luhs. :))
Anyways, tml the NUSIS start le... Good luck everyone!!! Gogo WSSC!!! :DD
Hm... Tats all lor... Gtg le. Bbye!!!!!! ^^v

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