Sunday, August 30, 2009
Hello everyone!!! Ps nv post for almost a month. Was busy, & blogger got prob. =.=" now suddenly okay liaos, mayb cos blogger suddenly decided to do some maintence. =x but i nth to do now luhs, so might as well post lors. Hmm... to summarize this whole month, alot of things happened luhs. My shooting was sucky, but i managed to get bak, or in fact, higher standard than b4. Then alot of things also arised this month, wif me & others.
It hurts alot luhs, but, i grew stronger frm them, luckily. xD
This few months, or this yr, haf alot of meaning for me luhs. Perhaps i grew the most this yr, mentally & abit physically. Hahas. xPP Anyways, went out wif Seri, rose, Isaac, jia jie & jun long to Lot 1 today. Bought presents for a few chers, & went to seri's hus then Jurong point wif seri aft tat. Cut my hair, & when i was paying money, i damn ps can... I didnt see my hairdresser then did smth damn embarrassing. x.x Then went library to do geog hmk. Yay i finished my wksht!! Left mindmap for ltr. =x Suddenly rmb rose wanted a lanyard, so i bought 1 for her alr. Then walk walk around jp. Its freaking big can... xDD
Then went to
Converse. Got 1 backpack i wanna buy!!! But its
39.90, & I'm left wif onli $10+. Saw a few hats tat i wanna buy too. I'm soo tempted to buy hats, or shop, oso nowadays~~ haix...
I'm gonna aim at them okay!!! RAWR~ =x Then went home wif seri. Gotten closer to them alr luhs, & its not a bad thing lors. ;D not like some others tink it is.
Hmm.... Gonna keep this post short like this luhs. Today's song is Tomorrow by Avril Lavgine.
Its my fav song when i'm tinkin abt things, or when im emo. It jus soothes me out, u noe. Hahas. Anyways, heres the lyrics. Enjoy!! ;D
Tomorrow- Avril Lavgine
And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it’ll be okay
Yeah, I try to believe you
But I don’t
When you say that it’s gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
Not today, today, today, today, today
[chorus]
I don’t know how I’ll feel
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
I don’t know what to say
Tomorrow
Tomorrow is a different day
Tomorrow
Its always been up to you
Let’s turn it around, it’s up to me
I’m gonna do what I have to do
Just don’t
Give me a little time
Leave me alone a little while
Maybe it’s not too late
Not today, today, today, today, today
Oh
[chorus]
I don’t know how I’ll feel
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
I don’t know what to say
Tomorrow
Tomorrow is a different day
Hey, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah, yeah
And I know I’m not ready
Hey, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah, yeah
Maybe tomorrow
Hey, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah, yeah
I’m not ready
Hey, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah, yeah
Maybe tomorrow
And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it’ll be okay
Yeah, I try to believe you
Not today, today, today, today, today
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Part of this song
is abt what happens everytime
& how i feel.
Ppl always see whats the truth
but aft the hurt is done.
U expect me to go bak like b4
aft every incident.
But what u've done to me
is like surgeries.
U operated on my heart again & again,
but miraculously,
it healed.
But this time,
my heart hardened
& thrs a scar.
Its not gonna heal.
U tink I'm gonna forgive & forget
like b4?
But sry,
the ans is NO.
Labels: Part and parcel of growing up; getting hurt in the process
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