Ahh~~~ So tired now. x..x Its the first wk for MYE, n i have not started studying for my ss. Screwed geog evaluation essay today, so gonna get scolding. Was trembling all the way la, nervous dunno for wat. I tink i need someone to counsel me, anyone? :((
Anyways, went to study with mama on sat. The original one was with khai n mama, but khai was down with fever n we couldnt contact penguin. x..x took very long to find a seat in jp library, n finally settled somewhr near the tables, on the floor. LOL. Studied for like 3 hrs or so, then 4+ alr. Went to mama's mama (maoo!! xD) to eat, n was so eff-ed up by mama's tragic r/s with someone. I noe its none of my business, but seriously, i cant stand tat person luhs. Jus ask him to shut the fk up n let you study in peace! (RAWR!!) If he dares to hurt you, he's gonna be dead man. Just because of not trusting n noconfidence in himself, then he make you suffer?? Doesnt make any sense to me luhs. (Btw mama, you've seriously given me the biggest shock of my life. xO) Then we went o bukit batok library for my Shadow Kiss book & cck library for mama's Susan Mallery book. Was so tired when i reached home, but had a lot of fun. ;D
But wateva the case, MYE is still gonna be here(DUH!) n its gonna be in 2 days. Haix... My pimples are comingout frm all the stress. My efforts of not eating choc n meat while eating loads of veg n drink loads of water has gone down the drain (not totally though). Gonna cont tat diet, n im sure my face gonna heal in no time~~ (n have joey's complexion, i hope) :DD
Okay, let's stop my personal stuff here. I'm gonna write smth i wanna post on my blog for a long time, n since MYE n prelim's here, its a gd timing for me. :)) My father is a wise old peep who always tells me things in life n such. But one tat i will always rmb is tat he once said,"我们作为父母的是不能帮孩子做决定,也不可能逼孩子做出自己(父母)想要你们做的决定。我们只能在孩子做了决定后帮忙他们,知道吗? (Okay, now i shall translate) We, as parents, cannot help(as in represent) our children make a decision, nor make them choose what we want to them to choose. We can only lead n give guidance to our children after they have made their choices, hoping they would not be led astray."
So, what i have learnt is that life is about making choices. Our choice is always followed by a consequence, & we have to bear those consequences for we made a choice, n not run away from them. If I choose not to study now, then wat will my future hold? Nothing. But if i study now, although i wanna go poly, but if my scores can get me into JC, then why not? Isn't tat btr? 'O' lvls is a turning point of our lives for everyone of us, and we have to grab this opportunity. So, peeps, i hope my er... words n experience will help you all reflect on urselves. Its not too late to study now, but it will be when 'O' lvls are here.
Thus, i shall end my post here, most likely the last b4 MYE. Gonna study a little b4 going to slp. Bye peeps,
GAMBATE FOR MYE & PRELIMS!! CHIONG ARR~~